Useless

Have you ever sat back and described your life the way some other people could see it? Or talked about yourself as if you were talking about someone else? I was thinking the other day about how some people could see my life, and now Im a little more than depressed.

This chick did really badly at highschool, only to leave and have a captain half-task job in a retail toy shop. She met this really nice guy who paid for everything and let her live the highlife, only to be kicked out of home and then have to live off him (basically for free) unable to afford much on pissy casual wages. She lived like this for a year, unable to find fulltime employment. THEN she had 'issues' with her boyfriend, only to return home, still no fulltime job, only to find out she's pregnant with his child. So she goes back to live with her boyfriend, continues casual employment until birth of their baby, and since has been again living off her boyfriend (note boyfriend, not husband, so she couldn't even do the right thing by her bastard son) whilst staying at home looking after the baby. On top of this add 3 failed attempts at getting into uni. What a stupid, lazy, freeloading tart.

Paints a lovely picture doesn't it? Doesn't really matter if other people hate you when you call it like this.